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Need to get back on track. 

Truthfully, lately I've been greatly melancholic and I haven't had anything on my mind

other than how much I feel I've lost control.

Things I've lost hold over:

• Achieving success in school
• My fluctuating weight and measurements
• My bank account
• Maintaining my composure through SO much pressure.

I know this makes me sound namby-pamby 

but I'm just the type who needs a firm grip over everything, or else I'd completely breakdown.

Talk about control-freak. 

I just really deeply appreciate how much Hafiz has been patient with my colossal moodswings

and erratic behaviour - which had been clearly evident in my tweets.

My Twitter account, I must warn you, contains a great amount of bipolarity 

ranging from bursts of rage to an influx of euphoria (from being so deeply in love).

Don't follow me.

I don't know how he does it.

To tell you the truth I would've already beaten the crap out of me if I was him. 

True story.

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Got Radio Production in a bit, will post something with content that's much less.. meh.

Later.

xx