10

It sucks to wake up in the morning to see someone you love, especially your mother, cry. 

The year's been pretty tough on me and my family lately, 

and repeatedly I've been questioning my faith in everything.

It's hard to hang on when you're repeatedly being pushed to the ground.

But hey I guess it isn't about how many times you've fallen,

it's about how many times you're willing to get back up.

I can do this. I still have faith. I still have hope. 

I got this.

(I know, SO much optimism lately. Not quite sure where it's coming from.)

In school all aloney now 'cause I'm always the earliest. Ok, reason being, my dad sent me to school.

But still!

Oh hey listen to this, pretty much the soundtrack to this stage of my life now;

Cro-mags - Hard Times

Hard times are comin your way
You're gonna have to rise above it some day
Organize your life and figure it out
Or you'll go under without a doubt
Hard times! Hard times!
Seems i'm bein forced into a mold
Hard times! Hard times!
Forcin me and i'm growin cold
Hard times are coming through
But if your hard they won't get to you
They're gonna try to drive you into the ground
But never surrender, never go down!
Hard times! Hard times!
Seems i'm bein forced into a mold
Hard times! Hard times!
Forcin me and i'm growin cold
Cromag!
Skinhead!
Breakout!
Now!